The Glider
The Glider As we sat at the table remembering Alex, my mind went where it always goes eventually. Back to[…]
Alex Would’ve Been 22
Monday was Alex’s 22nd birthday. Morning Even writing that sentence still doesn’t feel real. A birthday is supposed to be[…]
Still Here: Loving Alex After Loss
I didn’t plan to write this as a series. I didn’t plan to write it at all honestly. But grief[…]
Listening for His Voice – Grief, Signs, and Trusting Love
This post is a reflection that follows The Day My Grief Answered Back—a continuation of what it means to listen,[…]
Sharing a Birthday
As if Alex’s birthday arriving on Monday wasn’t already heavy enough, it also happens to be his grandmom’s birthday. That[…]
Jason Made Me a Dad Again
I write about Alex often on here. His loss has undoubtedly changed me forever. It changed how I see the[…]
Alex: My Everglow
Mondays have always been hard for me. Not because the weekend ends or because work begins again—but because Monday is[…]
Winter Training Is Where Spring Is Earned
Training in the winter isn’t particularly fun. There’s no romantic version of it, no highlight reel that makes it feel[…]
I Will Never Forgive 2025
This post confronts the complex emotions of grief and loss experienced in 2025—the year that changed everything and marked the[…]
The Rays of Light: Finding Hope While Living With Grief
Jeremy just happened to be in the area on Christmas Eve. He reached out to see if he could stop[…]