Mourning a Time You Can’t Go Back To
The other day Jeremy sent me a text that stopped me in my tracks. He was reflecting on how much[…]
A Different Kind of Dream
I had a dream about Alex the other night — and this one was different. In the past, when he’s[…]
When Joy and Grief Don’t Take Turns
Tonight I came across a reel that described something I’ve felt for a long time but struggled to explain. The[…]
The Morning I Keep Replaying — And the Guilt I Still Carry
There’s a moment I return to over and over.Not because I want to — but because my mind won’t let[…]
Mallorca is Starting to Feel Real
We’re almost 1 month into 2026, and with that… Mallorca suddenly feels real. It’s now just 14 weeks away, and[…]
When Grief Shows Up Unannounced
Here I am tonight — like so many other nights.Tired. Trying to go to bed. And like every night, my[…]
What I Don’t Question Anymore
After that, the regrets became even sharper. Because now I understood something I didn’t understand before. When Alex told me[…]
Drowning (And the Moment It Clicked)
Later that night Kat and I sat on the couch. She was clearly shaken — she couldn’t bear the thought[…]
The Night Everyone Came Over
I got home and saw the messages. But I couldn’t respond. Kat was there and said something about Daren blowing[…]
Estate Planning
There was a moment where I was sitting in the car and I could feel the weight of everything on[…]