I’ll never be ready
A heartfelt reflection on a dream about Alex — a moment of letting go, love, and the desire to walk[…]
I Will Always Have Two Sons
A touching reflection on how a grieving dad embraces the memory of both his sons and the significance of acknowledging[…]
After the Finish Line
Reflections on grappling with grief after an endurance race, carrying memories of Alex, and seeking purpose after the finish line.
One More
A heartfelt reflection on the persistent longing for one more moment with a lost loved one, exploring grief and the[…]
What Losing Alex and Grief Have Done to Me
Losing Alex changed me in ways I’m still trying to understand. One of the biggest changes is that I no[…]
The Anger Inside Grief
A personal exploration of grief’s complexity, revealing emotions like anger and guilt alongside sadness and love after a profound loss.
Letting the Dressers Go
A heartfelt account of coming to terms with grief through the act of letting go of Alex’s dressers, honoring memories[…]
Mallorca Got Us All
My Mallorca trip was an emotional journey with accidents, recovery, and learning to carry Alex's memory amid grief and life’s[…]
The Trip Becomes Real
Reflecting on the emotional and logistical preparation before a significant trip that turned hopes and training into reality.
Before Mallorca: Showing Up
I leave for Mallorca in less than a week, and this race has become much more than a race. It[…]