Posts about Grief

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The Sun is Out, But There’s a Cloud Just for Me

The last few days, I haven’t felt like myself. Something has been off. It’s a strange and unsettling feeling, like[…]

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“The Day My Grief Answered Back”

This past week has brought with it a series of strange and unexplainable experiences. Mondays are always tough—it’s the day[…]

Reliving the Grief of Loss, The Deep Blue Good-bye: Finding Peace in Alex’s Ocean

There is nothing, absolutely nothing, that can prepare you for releasing your child’s ashes somewhere. The weight of that final[…]

There Are No Rules to Joy: Lessons from the Ocean

Friday mornings are a familiar rhythm—early wake-up calls, a quiet walk to our favorite coffee spot, and a sense of[…]

From 2:45 AM to Paradise: The Long Road to Waikiki

The alarm clock has never been a friend, but hearing it blare at 2:45 AM—a time only pilots and bakers[…]

The Last Day in the Old House

Today started out innocent enough. I got up and went to my sports physical therapy appointment first thing in the[…]

A Day of Mixed Emotions: A Heartfelt Reflection

Today has been one of those days that’s hard to put into words—a swirl of emotions, tasks, and unexpected moments.[…]

Signs from Alex: Love That Never Leaves

It was a quiet Friday night a few weeks ago, and like so many nights before, I found myself thinking[…]

Closing the Door, Opening a New Chapter: Saying Goodbye to Our Family Home

Yesterday, I signed the closing papers to sell our family home. It’s a sentence that feels simple on the surface,[…]

Parenting “Failures”: A Love Letter to My Sons

I often joke that I’ve “failed” as a parent. It’s a line I throw out casually, but the truth behind[…]